never cried in front of anyone before since god knows when.


even if i failed my promos, at least i tried my very best.
but then again, since i tried my best why should i fail..
i shouldn't fail.
hard work= good results, isn't that what we were told?

if hard work not equals to good results, then why work so hard?

therefore i conclude,
if i knew this was the outcome, i wouldn't have studied so hard.
thanks for all the careless mistakes i made,i'm really giving up on my studies.
feeling so drained and tired now.

sometimes,the people who's trying to put a smile on my face are those who never really seem to be very important to me.
in contrast, there are those who are important but yet never seem to realise... maybe they don't ever care? i don't know.

i would rather be someone who looks "weak" && be cared for.
rather than looked "strong" and be neglected.

never cried in front of anyone before since god knows when.


even if i failed my promos, at least i tried my very best.
but then again, since i tried my best why should i fail..
i shouldn't fail.
hard work= good results, isn't that what we were told?

if hard work not equals to good results, then why work so hard?

therefore i conclude,
if i knew this was the outcome, i wouldn't have studied so hard.
thanks for all the careless mistakes i made,i'm really giving up on my studies.
feeling so drained and tired now.

sometimes,the people who's trying to put a smile on my face are those who never really seem to be very important to me.
in contrast, there are those who are important but yet never seem to realise... maybe they don't ever care? i don't know.

i would rather be someone who looks "weak" && be cared for.
rather than looked "strong" and be neglected.