rainbows in the night

2011-07-23T16:26:00.000+08:00

有时真得不知道怎么去面对。。。

2011-04-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

lack of trust or what?
i reallly don't know):

2011-03-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

little things that counts.

emotional freak

2011-03-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

我知道自己不可以那么自私。。。
可是。。。我做不到

2011-03-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

CONTROL

too much of it

2011-02-26T08:18:00.004+08:00

mean too much...

emotional
scared
afraid
angry
envy
jealous
upset
elated
excited
happy

2011-02-22T22:04:00.001+08:00

geniune

2011-01-31T17:35:00.001+08:00

standstill.

2011-01-31T17:28:00.003+08:00

part and parcel of life.

which is the best solution, to escape or to face it now?

Chinese New Year is coming in a few days!:)

2010-11-10T18:51:00.003+08:00

went cycling during one of the sundays with my cousinsss:)
some pictures hereeee!
we managed to cycle all the way to changi airport:D
its somewhere there, we could seeeeee the all the planes, but we failed to conquer the 4km that seem never ending to us~
nevertheless, it wasss fun!
after all,how many people would actually cycle as fast and as far with me right?;)

HAH! OP's coming really sooooon!!!!

ANWAYYYYYYY, HERE TO SAYYYY ALL THE BEST TO YOU XIU FOR YOUR OP tomorrow! XD

SO HERE ARE THE PICTURES FOR YOU AS PROMISED(:

i'm sucha nice fren right?;) heheeee!

practicing her script!!!

POKEEEEEEE YOUUUU!!!:D POKE POKE POKE!
forget her lines again!LOL~

WOWWWW! who's she toking to? XIAO MING?:OO

HAHHAS! that's all!

its saddening when you realise those who used to be your friends seem so distant now.
even as you stand side by side, that friendship is no longer as genuine as before.

2010-10-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

blessing in disguise?

2010-10-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

see this? T H I S is N E W Y O R K!!!!!

these high rise buildings is coooool!

new york/ DC ice cream and macdonalds!
should have took a picture of mac at new york, is freaking bigggg and nice!:D

i miss New Yorkkkkk! WOAHH, i swear i'm going there again after A's.(that's if i passed promos): )
or at least somewhere thereeee~~

2010-10-09T11:08:00.003+08:00

STRAWBERRY MARSHMELLOW?

STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM?

NAHH, its chicken nuggets.

of course before its being "package" into what we usually see:)

according to the web, its say it contains feet, bones and every other parts of the chicken.

if its true, then we're eating the eye balls, FEETS of the chicken.

GROSS! :X

2010-10-07T12:17:00.004+08:00

never cried in front of anyone before since god knows when.

even if i failed my promos, at least i tried my very best.
but then again, since i tried my best why should i fail..
i shouldn't fail.
hard work= good results, isn't that what we were told?

if hard work not equals to good results, then why work so hard?

therefore i conclude,
if i knew this was the outcome, i wouldn't have studied so hard.
thanks for all the careless mistakes i made,i'm really giving up on my studies.
feeling so drained and tired now.

sometimes,the people who's trying to put a smile on my face are those who never really seem to be very important to me.
in contrast, there are those who are important but yet never seem to realise... maybe they don't ever care? i don't know.

i would rather be someone who looks "weak" && be cared for.
rather than looked "strong" and be neglected.

2010-09-30T01:00:00.002+08:00

I HATE THE PEOPLE!! SERIOUSLY.
IRRESPONSIBLE, NO SENSE OF URGENCY AT ALL.
WTH=.=

really feel like scolding them. arghhhh!
why can't we help one other?
why can't they cooperate?!!!!!!!

you think you're not selfish, but i think you are. ZZzzz

_____pissed off right now!

PW please be gone, you're a nightmare.)':

2010-09-28T07:33:00.001+08:00

what's the use of complaining when you don't wanna do as well?
what's the use of complaining when you aren't willing to help others...
what's the useeeeeeeeee! =.=

so dead for promos:X

2010-09-15T20:21:00.001+08:00

feel so sad(?) when i look at the photos that was taken in NewYork.
really miss the times spent with my friends there):

ughh, study x infinite!
JC sucks totally=.=

never study so hard for tests beforeeeeeeee! OMG.):

2010-09-13T00:03:00.004+08:00

B A N A N A S F O R L I F E E E! :DDD

i forgot what i wanna blog about:X
hmm......................................................................................................
3 more weeks to exams, if i fail everything. LIKE EVERYTHING.
GOOD LUCK, see me in J1 next year. ):
my GP, is going DOWN DOWN DOWNNNNNNNNN!):
my other subjects aren't any better D:

everything seems to dampen my mood during the holidays..
like homeworks and all...
gosh, have to start revising my econs.
giving up on econs!!!! LIKE LITERALLY):
i just can't seem to answer the questions CORRECTLY.
y'know like answer the proper way.. sth along the lines.
so deomralising!

have been thinking a lot recently.
having second thoughts on some things.

i'm still stubborn as ever. lol.

feel like giving up on pw):

5 september

2010-09-05T22:34:00.004+08:00

the kind of birthday i want~~
having my friends to wish me happy birthday directly(call/face-to-face)! that's the best, i've always like that a lot though i never really show it!:D
this year i think the sweetest birthday wishes i've recieved is from NATALIE YANG!♥
she's the first one who called me up and actually sang birthday song to me! SWEEEEET!
second was xiu who sang with a lower pitch that totally made me laughhhh!
HAHHAS!
xiu, sorry that i went "Er, okay..." but i was thinking about the way natalie n you singing, i was suppose to laughhh but..... HAHHAS! ANYWAY, thanks! ^^

secondly, would be those who msg-ed me!:D

like.... fiona, GEE and many many more people!(:
GEEE is also super niceeeee msg-ed, tagged and fb me!:D
then many who wished me on fb as well!:D
this year's birthday was quite.. eventful? hahas.
spent 4/5 of my time outside:/

my cousin is really sweet, she did lots of things for me!^^

p.si hope we will get to meet up on tuesday....

the coolest thing ever is to know someone with the same birthday as you!(:

somehow, i was a little disappointed in some people
i'm very dissappointed with one.
或许，有些祝福，是可欲不可求的吧。。。

2010-09-01T22:04:00.004+08:00

teach me how to vent my frustration.
teach me how to complain without speaking.
teach mee teach me.....................................................)):

this time round, i really really really feel like giving up.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-08-22T11:52:00.004+08:00

just before i start doing my work i wanted to shareeeee my compo!!!

those compos are written during primary school, those days in which my chinese was like.... damnnn good.!:D

you know, my chinese back then was quite good:D
yea, that was the good old times that i did so well for mother tongue.
ever since i started taking HMT, my chinese started to drop from bad to worse
i've always respected and love my primary four teacher!:D
almost anyone in my class would agree that she's the best chinese teacher in JSPS!
her lessons are free from boredom, always so funnn and productive. superrr fun!
i LOVE THOSEE DAYS!(:

here comes one of short compo, may not be super good, but still.... ;)

午后的台暖洋洋的，几个爷爷坐在组屋楼下时登上谈天说地，小猫躲在窄小的石凳下呼呼一睡。在那一排排长长的现象前面站着一个小男孩名叫小明。他刚放学回家，经过信箱旁小明打开信箱看里头有没有他预订的杂志。但是里头就只有一封信和一些五颜六色广告纸。他随手就把广告纸仍在地上拿了信就匆匆忙忙往电梯的方向走去。中伯伯是一头银丝般白发的清洁工人，他盯了小明一眼唉声叹气的走上前用扫帚部垃圾扫进畚斗里。只是小明无意中转过头看见电梯旁的布告栏上面贴着一张很大的宣传纸上面写着‘保持环境清洁’。是他回忆起今天老师说收的话：" 如果面一个死鸟人多岁地堆垃圾，我们这个称为花园城市会变成一个垃圾城市，谁都回看不起我们，昆虫，老鼠等，到处繁殖传播疾病。”想到这里小明的脸一景洪成一团自残形秽。如果被抓到还得罚款呢。

shall continue next time, too lazy to complete it:/

2010-08-22T11:35:00.003+08:00

even though i RARELY complain about my school work
.
but i still have to agree that PW sucks TTM!!!

its so time consuming and its even worst when you've to redo

and redo and not get it right!!!=.=

do i look like someone who doesnt have any complains?

why must i always listen to others complain, why can't it be the other way round?
or maybe, at least a fair share for both.
why am i treated like a ~~punching bag~~ complain bag?):

2010-08-20T19:47:00.001+08:00

no more fooling around/teasing next week!

playing too much this weeek!

2010-08-20T19:18:00.005+08:00

MONTHSSSS since i meet tze yeng, lee keng and angel!:/
hope we'll get to meet up soon ^___^

many goals to be achieved, have to work harder yea?;)
this week is kinda slacky, especially when mrs too didnt come for sch for three lessons.
1 1/2 GP, 1hr GP and 1 hr PW :DDDD
get to end school early, go home early, watch tvv!HEEEHEEEE~!
didnt go judo on thursday due to my leg being a little swollen~
the part that is swollen isnt very obvious, but it hurts when u start walking.
okay, ignore the injured part.
sooo... i was going to mention they learnt WRESTLING!!! COOOOL~~
missed it but i guess i can get the girls to teach me before training next week:)
intending to go for competition, but somehow... there are very few people who are keen to participate :X
HAISSS!

welll, i finally passed math=.= its like.... secondary one all over again! the times in which i keep failing math~~):
i hope, i wont fail maths anymoree!
electrode potential, you suck~ i don't know why, but i've yet to understand you:(
weekends are here, time to play, REVISEEEEEEE and PWWWW D:
i'm only looking forward to the play part... in which i've yet to decide what i'm gonna do during the weekends since the whole of saturday would be spent doing PW and at YOG.
maybe i shouldn't go YOG right?:/

next week's gonna be hectic again.
CHEM SPA, physic test and econs CS test):
i hope i'll pass everything! chem spa, kinda worried over it):
the mock SPA i couldn't even complete everything.....

yeah, played bball today. not exactly playing, more like... er..... being a vase? LOL!
that's what happens when you play with most guys..
to make matter "worse", i was playing with strangers/peiyee's fren. so is like..... i couldn't recognise their faces...
it any words, i'm glad i get to play..
i waited for 3 freaking hours just for PE, then the PE tchers said we were not allow to borrow the items fromt he PE room=.= stupid teachers, SERIOUSSLLLLLYYY!

maybe i should learn how to play bball yea?
the way the guys play are so coooool~~~
WHEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTS!

rather than saying we've got over the feelings we had for someone,
why not say that we've come to accept the truth, the fact that they won't be part of our life.
learning to live with his/her absence.

忍一时风平浪进，退一步海阔天空。

可是，容忍也是有限度的，你明白吗？

或许虚伪的笑容将掩饰一切的不愉快吧~

2010-08-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

cherry, how does cherry actually taste?
those sweets that i ate before all tasted horrible!
recently mum bought some fruits, similar looking to this and i tried it.
its surprisingly gooooddd!:D
despite the fact that she said those are cherry, i'm still doubting if it really is or not.:X

PROMOS are coming in like.... 1 and a half more months!
october 4 is our first paper! UGHH! DREADFULL EXAMS ARE HERE!
this time round, exams seems so much more important as compared to when i was sec 4.
if i passed, like at least a D or C for every subject, i'll at least be able to promote.
but if otherwise... i'm so dead. i'm gonna retain.
I DON'T WANT TO RETAINN!!!
please let me promote:C
can i be a little more greedy? i wanna stay in my class, i wanna continue to take 4H2s....
all these wishing and hoping would not come true without hardwork. so i've got to start studying now yea? yes, let's hope my chemistry and math will improve yea?:)

come to think of it.....
last time when i was in secondary, life wasn't stressful because i never really studied before exams.
not that i didn't study larh, just that i only start studying like... at most 2 weeks before the exams.
see? exams weren't so difficult back then, no matter how shitty results i get, i've nv failed.
but now? study 1 week, 2 weeks before= fail. or maybe its because my fundamentals is.....:X

i love secondary life~~~

2010-08-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

others not only judge you for who you are,

but at the same time, they judge the people around as well.

if you ever let others know about your deepest secrets, would

they still treat you the way they are treating you now?

2010-08-14T18:51:00.005+08:00

MEET UP WITH THESE PEOPLE ON WEDNESDAY FOR DINNER:D
actually, its more like NY people meeting up with GEEE.
GEE, you ought to be honoured! XD
met karen K. and benjamin at sumo house! see, we're fated to see each other.!
HAHAS~

okay, that's not the point here.
so what did we do? nothing much actually, they had dinner and we chatted over random stuffs. teasing each other and........ after so long.. get to hear GEE's signature laughter! XD

i think our group was making a lot of noise in sumo house, cus the people who're sitting behind us were constantly looking at us... ;D
after dinner, xiuyi bought KOI, headed to NTUC and went home.
slept at around 9 plus after that, so i didnt actually study for that day :X

anyway, we should meet up again GEEEEE!:D

vector's test was... i dont know. :C let's hope i wont do badly yea?

everything will come to an end, be it good or bad.
cherish every moment.

2010-08-10T19:34:00.003+08:00

national day is over, long weekends are over.

great,the cycle repeats again.
study and study....):

i need to get a life and probably learn to LOVE studying.
yes, take studying as a hobby. :S

2010-08-07T23:19:00.003+08:00

sometimes its those little things that actually count.

its those childish things that is worth the memory!(:
i'll never forget the runaway we had. hahahs

2010-08-07T11:27:00.003+08:00

A VIRGO female cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc.

LOL, quite true.
but then there's this irony there because of all the things mentioned, sometimes i do the same too... hahas
i think the one that i cant really tolerate is table manners~~~
that's weird isnt? xD

hope to meet up with more deyians sooon~
like................... tze yeng, weiting, weimin, rachel and many many many moreeee!
met/saw a lot of people at hub yesterday :D

2010-08-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

nah, this doesnt mean anything. its just a random picture. LOL

after almost six months, i can conclude that.......... wo shi shu yu man re xin de peng you.
yea(:

took six months just to get to know my classmates better. i'm glad now among the girls we're able to communicate, play around just like last time in secondary school.
that's the kind of class that i like.... not like how it was previously. :/
i still rmb how everyone seem to very conscious of what they say, afraid to hurt each other unknowingly.
also get to know the guys better too~
its way more fun when you know everyone better in class rather like... everyone split up into their groups and all....

random:
there are some people, when you first talk to them.. THERE you like them.
then there are some people, when you first talk to them.... GAHH, IRR-ITATINGGGG!
then there are some in which you will talk only when NECESSARY.
another kind in which you will talk only within a period of time... after which, they'll become strangers to you again. its not like you don't know them... just that you simply don't wave or say hi to them when you see them anymore.

oh and i wanted to say that...
i realised i'm quite slow in responding in certain things.
like for example... if i see my friends... i'll usually hesitate for like 2 seconds or so before i smile or say hi. WOLS reaction=.=
wonder if age catching up on me or is my reflexes arent "good" enough to force a smile to them before that 2 secs. LOL~

okay, this is a super random post.
i shall finish watching my tv and go to bed.
superrrrrr tired after judo! judo is fun(:

2010-08-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

NATIONALLLL DAY!:D

i suppose this will be one of the best national day because..... we have longweekenddddds!(:

long weekends doesnt equate to having more fun, enjoying yourself, play blah blahh..
it just means extra time for me to catch up with my workkkkkk!
*i can do it*;)

GP PAPER 2 on thursday):
i hope these few days past quickllyyyy~
vectors class test is over, up next physic SPAAAAAA!

note:
going out on fridayyyy! YEAHHHHHH!:D

2010-08-01T17:29:00.002+08:00

dogs are cute!
but i'm scared of them. :X

ironic?

YES! 6 august is coming!!:DDD
let's hope i'll get to meet my secondary school friends!long time since i meet most of them):

no faith, no trust.

2010-07-31T10:28:00.001+08:00

you think i'll retain?
HMM... how about dropping to 3H2?
everything seems to be within reach now... LOL

2010-07-25T12:15:00.002+08:00

trust.
of all people, why do you not trust me?

its clear that there's many things going on and yet... :C
but i really still cant forgive u for looking into my inbox and pretending that u were just scrolling down.
i don't really care whether if u did that on purpose or u were just plainly scrolling.
i simply dislike the fact that you're looking into mine when i cant look into yours.
shouldn't it be a fair-fair situation?unfair.

whatever happened the other day wont happen again.

i just hoped you'll get to see this.

went kbox on saturday~ was funnnnn!:D

2010-07-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

WHEN WILL I GET TO PLAY CAPTAIN'S BALL AGAIN? ):

i misssss captain's ball! C ball always reminds me of 409'09!D:
i wan to play C BALL x3
three times and i mean it!
HAHA

2010-07-16T21:15:00.003+08:00

伪装出来的笑容并不难。。。
真正开心的笑才难。
不明白为何四周的人不能停止比较，顾忌一下其他人的感受。

此时此刻的心情只有难过加上无奈。
想哭却哭不出来，那种心情有谁能了解呢？

2010-07-16T20:19:00.001+08:00

nothing can be as bad as these. ):

2010-07-04T23:47:00.001+08:00

finallly. HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :DDDDDD

2010-07-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

yeah, TOTALLY. :X

2010-06-23T19:35:00.001+08:00

why?):

2010-06-14T23:34:00.005+08:00

3 weeks without training, 2 weeks consuming junk food...

i survive my first training for the month!
*phew* luckily i didnt get thrown by BPSS students.
well, i almost got thrown, it always missed by a little though~~~ xD

just woke up, off to do work nowww!:D

2010-06-13T12:17:00.003+08:00

i was hoping for more than just this.

2010-06-02T11:28:00.002+08:00

hmmm, so i lost my phone a couple of days ago.
still trying to get over it, handphone is more or less an essential part in my life):
hais, the worse part is my monyyyy is gonnnne now! ughhh!
i love my phoneeee)):
nvm that, gotta suffer a tongue lashing from mum when i get back to singapore. HAIS.
meanwhile, i hope my bro did tell my mum to cancel the line and things like that.
cant call back home to tell mum cus..... sme friends cant lend while others dun hv one.
oh well, nvm luh...

washington's temperature is about the same as singapore lorh, freaking hotttt!!!
anyway, yesterday's(which is equals to my today-at night,1st june) went shopping.
quite a couple of things happen in between.
suppose we weren't right to do certain things, but thenn.... welll..
hais.

i guess u shld just stick wif the guys, arent u happier there?
brainless people always speaK Without thinking.
u think u're mature? i'm sorry but u're not. well, in fact u're quite far from being mature.
so what if u're 18? u seem much more childish than us.
trying saying those hurtful words again... u'll definitely get it from.
freaking pissed.

2010-06-01T09:26:00.002+08:00

washington DC

nice placeee!:D
to me, the hotel is awesome, the people here are nice.
basically everything's great here:DD
not really looking forward to going new york though....
trying my best to get over with some unhappy things tht had happen.
anyway, bought quite a few thing though: keychains, sweets,nail polish, postcards

zinccc i got your postcards:D

gotta buy clothes for cousin and bro, maybe friends too?
wanna buy a jacket thoughhhhh:)

its darnn tiringgg now, it like 30th may only, while its 1st now in singapore..

gonna break the news to mum now... i suppose

2010-05-29T12:42:00.003+08:00

its amazing how people can ignore your presence even though u're standing right in front of them.

i really hate this kind of feeling. standing right in front, yet treated as though u're transparent.
WTH.
stupid C!

2010-05-29T09:18:00.002+08:00

let's hope that it'll be a fun trip.
but the things that my cousin told me... HMMM. :X
anyway, the thought of having to study.... is =.=
haiss!
2 weeks, i guess its really tooo LONGGG~

bye people, bye world!:D

12june(:

2010-05-22T00:03:00.003+08:00

i've got to say that after going there once, i realise the people are really friendly:)
starting to like that sports~ :DD

2010-05-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

rainy days. i love rainy days:D
how about you?

yea, it was raining heavily yesterday. the weather was kinda screwed cus initially i wanted bro to accompany to ___. hahas. so aft like 2 hours we gave up.
though it kinda ruin my plan, but i love rainy days(over hot weather). awesome, i hope it'll continue. i hope there wont be sunny days anymore, with this i mean the weather to be like 30+ degrees.

tests are really TOOT. hahahahas! xD
you know i haven passed any of my test and i doubt i'll passed any of it any sooner.
i really hope i'll passed promos, getting a little worried now.
but what i can say is that, at least for all my subjects i'm starting to put more effort in it.
you know, i've studied my chem, physic and maths tests[ despite the fact that i still failed it]
well, i really hope i'll do well during mid-years, cus i've told myself that i'll definitely mug.
well not literally mug i guess, more like doing my practices and stuff like that. i really dont wanna be that few person who gets retain.):

&& lastly, i hope i really do well for math(as a whole not for tests/exams).
yea, gotta do mre practices. i believe i can do it:D

if everything goes well[ apparently not so], i'll get to go to New York.
and before i go, i hope i'll meet up with these people before i leave:DDD

MISS YOU GIRLS + na li da li[natalie](:

broadway, no?

2010-05-15T16:15:00.001+08:00

sooner or later...
it's a matter of time only.

LALALALALALALALALALALAS~

2010-05-13T21:38:00.002+08:00

HEEEEE HEEEEEE!
SPOT FOR MEEEE and RAYNA :DDD
ILJ(:
whoots, yi jian shuang diao:D

2010-05-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really hate how the brain works.

hai....
this really gets me thinking again.
sometimes, somethings are better left untold.
yes, that should be it. shut.

2010-05-08T20:35:00.002+08:00

miss the times when we use to sing all these songs.. :)

2010-05-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

think before you speak.

if you cant do it jolly well shut up and don't comment on others.
>:C
take it that i'm too calculative, whatever.
i really hate ~~you~~ this to the max. SERIOUSLY =.=

2010-05-03T20:21:00.002+08:00

i lost mine.

i think i'm starting to enjoy every friday(:
if you were me, i bet you'll think the same way.
kids are cute, really. no matter how rude they can be, how mischievous they are, in the end there's this one little thing that they do which makes melts my heart. totally.
take for example, there's this girl who's kinda rude to everyone but somehow, whenever its break time she would bother to help everyone there to get water.
yes, it might not seem to be a big deal. but somehow, i wasn't expecting that from her. :)

yesterday, something happened.
it affected my mood, totally.
i hate to say this, but could you not fight over that squarish thing there? it hurts.
i realise, why i'm who i am, why i'm learning all this for.
so everything happens for a reason and i found mine.

this isn't me; notwhoiwannabe.

2010-04-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

既然知道某些事情/东西是不可能属于你，又何必去强求甚至奢望它呢？

所谓，说得到简单做得到难，如果那么容易忘掉就好了。
可是事实上，人根本不可能刻意忘掉曾经所发生的事情，他们只能选择面对或逃避，所以说放弃和忘掉某些事情是截然不同的————，根本不能相提并论。

总结人只能选择的忘掉或面对眼前的问题，倘若做不到那么他人就完了。
我想我已达到了“完”的境界。

这毫无意义的post你看懂了吗？

2010-04-25T10:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPPPPIIIEEEEEEEEE BIRTHDAY KARENN KANNNNNNGGG!:DDD

celebrated her birthdayyyy yesterday!;D
went to cheenatown for dinner!(:
waited for damnnn long for the claypot rice and we bought xiao long baoo!
AWESOMEEE! thanks to that girl luh, she saw this boyyy eating it and she was like "ehhh want buy anot? " xD damnn cute!
so headed off to buy andd yes its quite nice!:D

after dinner, headed for dessert.
woahh~ the dessesrt was really really delicious!* RECOMMENDED!*
all thanks to tze yeng;)

picture below is the strawberry + mango snow ice :DDD

looks nice righhttt?
well, for this, the looks isnt decieving.! its realllly niceee!XD

bought many other desserts there.
after that headed to clarke quay! WHOOOOSH~

we took many pictures, but these are one of the few in which i have. so yupps, that's all~!(:

MEET UP SOOON!
its so funnn, so long since we laughed sooo much and fool around!
love you guys!:D

2010-04-24T11:22:00.002+08:00

guess what? i think i'm gonna fail maths again. SIAN):

now the problem is, i don't know why i don't know how to do.
maybe its because the steps to solve has yet to etched in my brain?
totally CLUELESS of what i have to do next. hais.

NVM, off to do PW.( feeling useless throughout the whole discussion)

2010-04-21T16:21:00.005+08:00

above picture was taken from zi hui's blog:P

just before doing my PI, which really sucks. because i jsut realise i don't understand what's LESSON LEARNT. ><

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SECONDARY SCHOOL's LIFE.

i miss the people there not the school!(:

I MISSSSSSS 409 peopleeeeee!:D

&& i really misss.................. many many more things luh~!

MEIIS! if you ever seee this, let's go out sometime okay?IMY!:D
now that you've started school, it'll be more difficult to go out lerh):

2010-04-18T20:28:00.004+08:00

WOAHHHHHHH!!!!!!
FINALLLY FINISH my second draft!:D

2010-04-12T15:39:00.003+08:00

project work group is out(:
my groupmates, HMMMM not that bad luh.
in any words, fiona, xiuyi and brandon did a good job too! and peiyeeee~ omg, she run damn fast. everyone was like "woahhh this girl run so fast"--> she was among the guys who were running infront.!

the weather is kinda bad this few days~
i'm sweating like hell right now while sitting in front of the comp><
oh yarh, and heading to the doc l8r(:

2010-04-11T22:03:00.001+08:00

jia you to everyone who's having napfa tomorrow:D

nothing's impossible(:

2010-04-08T21:45:00.004+08:00

t h o s e "l i t t l e " e n c ou r a g e m e n t s g i v e n , t h a t ' s
w h a t r e a l l y m a t t e r s

its always feels great when you recieved encouragement unexpectedly from your friends:D

come on, i shouldn't return back to what i used to be..

2010-04-08T21:04:00.002+08:00

hais.

when everything starts falling apart...
we may be upset.
but what's the use of being upset?
okay, not that i'm saying you cant.
but still the crucial thing of after being upset is to pick youself up and think of ways to conquer isnt?
no use being upset, then trying to ignore it.
it wont help, it wont change anything either.
its only when you either practice(like me) or else you'll continue to be THAT bad.
yupp, that should be the way~
p.s ignore it if you think otherwise;)

jia you to everyone!(including myself><)

hmm, does failing tests count as a positive motivation to study?? hahas.
trying my best to be optimistic, really.

i wanted to post something else, but then i decided not to.
just wanna say, i really missed those days in secondary school.
especially that period of time.....

2010-04-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

2010-04-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

cool huh? hahahas.

kope this from my senior's blog:P

2010-03-31T18:25:00.001+08:00

april's fool tomorrow.
oh no~~

get it?

2010-03-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

didnt know it was sang by her!!!:OOO

2010-03-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

LMAO!
bear peeping at a woman? LOLLL!

hmms,i think my chemi tutor a.k.a CT is pretty LAGGED.
or maybe i shld use mre specific words like ... d***? lol.
anyway, this is roughly what happened.....
the tcher doesn't realise that half of the time while he toks, we're usually NOT LISTENING.
i still rmb got one prac lessons, he kept rattling on with pH.
and he always speaks in such a way that turns me off totally, he doesnt speak to the point.
he attempt to make us think, but apparently attempt failed:X
i always end up not understanding what he said.
oh well.
so, today he came into tutorials and started going through tutorial 3.

then i told him that "mr lee, you've not completed tutorial 2 yet"
tcher: *shocks face* i havennn? *mouths opennn*
LOL! he doesnt even know that he's slow, and our class still kindly told him that its becos he didnt cam efor the first 2 tutorials.
true, but then u shld hv seen the speed in which he go through one que. imagine 3 ques in 1 whole hour. >< i think he probably should show us the steps first and teach us, i think that would be better. usually during tutorials he's the one giving questions and answering by himself. even if some answered, it doesn't mean everyone understands. yeah, so therefore i conclude i'm a slow learner and my tcher ___.(:

okay here's a note for xiu!:D
难过是难免的，可是哭完后要从新站起来面对哦！
从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起来嘛！不要难过啦！
i may not be able to comfort you or advice you on it.
but i'll always be there when you need me yeaaa?
不开心一定要说出来，千万不要憋在心里!
JIAAAＹＯＵＵＵＵＵＵ！(:

lastly, hello PW.(:

2010-03-21T11:09:00.003+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life(:

i haven complete my tutorials yet.
when i say its not completed i mean that i haven even done a single bit of it for my physic and math.was telling this to LK, and she was like.... what have you been doing during the holidays?
good question, i haven been doing anything much. a couple of days was spent in judo and camps and then 2 days were spent on going out and doing random stuff.
and that kinda left me with 2 days to complete my work.
anyway that's not the point in which why i'm saying all this, i just want to conclude that i should improve on my time management. i'm just lazy, as usual :X
after holidays won't be so slack anymore and i'm finally understanding chemistry!! OMG~ :O
oh and i wanna thank xiu for the notes!(:

okay, so i've math and physic tutorials to complete BY TODAY ):
well, on a brighter note, this means that i would be preoccupied most of the time!:D
and will be catching a movie with mum and dad later (:
how am i going to finish tutorials? a question to ponder about. HAHAS!

catching up with secondary school frens is awesome((:
DOUBLE UPP!
look on the bright side of life~~~~~

2010-03-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

had BBQ today with OG people.
well, only about 11 people came. so apparently less than half of the OG people came larh.
but then it was fun especially when it RAINED.
yea, rain may be pretty much a bother to us since we were BBQ-ing.
but somehow or rather, our OG people were having fun in the rain!
hahahas. with people shouting at " ehhhh umbrella, cover the BBQ pit.!!! quickk lar"
to... " eh, my underwear wet liaoooo~"
LOLS. damnn funny.
some of them couldn't be bothered to even get shelter after realising that he'll still get wet.
and then somehow, leon gets really "auntie" when we start gossiping.
i think he's got too much of the genes from his mum. XD
oh ya....lots of food was wasted. like----> prawns.not a single prawn was eaten!!!!!!! chicken.

jaslin, chermaine and me had pretty much a great time "marinating" the sotongs xD
we did some gross things like using our hands to mix the sambal chilli wiht the sotong.
we were trying to hide our actions but end up laughing when the guys turn towards our direction and look at what we were doing. so jaslin decided to rub the chilli with the aluminuim foil.
i think it looks WEIRD and funny...... so we continued with laughing crazily.
somehow, the guys couldn't quite get what we were doing so.. they were shouting words such as " sheng jin bing" . but whatever, dont give a damn :P

took many photos.
and we oso took photos of melvin and esmond drunk.LOL
their faces were red, just like how i rmb melvin looked when we went for chalet in sec 1/2.
hahahas.
well, we drank this blackcurrant flavoured alcohol drink. -> alcohol 8%.
surprisingly, i only became dipsy aft i finished the whole bottle. must be because i drank really slowly and luckily my face didnt show it or else the guys would definitely look at me and say.. are u drunkkkk? LOLS.
some guys became drunk... and they were pretty HIGH.
one even said" i not drunk okay! i can even do rolling breakfall now!" LMAO!!!!!!
soo... seems like most girls are pretty much of a heavy drinker. they can drink beer somemre. ><

anyway, i think overall the most fun part is when we're in the rain:D
its a great experience, first time BBQ half way then rain. drizzle then heavy rain!xD

this week :

i came to a conclusion that some people are sensitive. they cant be teased, over teased as what many would say it. i think i'm so use to sec frens that i'm pretty much immune to teases. its a common sight, so i'm oso pretty much use to teasing people. well, appparently seems like some people can't take it. and i don't quite understand why. :/ but nvm, i should learn to be more sensitive to other people's feeling so yupp, i shouldn't tease people in which i don't really know. hahas.

how come i feel that some actions were done to show dissatisfaction.? weird, but nvm larh. when you don't understand what others are thinking, they're weird. xD

forget you not.

2010-03-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

unexpected things do happen, and when it happens, it usually caught us off guard.
this is definitely a lesson to learn and some will say its a regret for a lifetime.
i'm scared now, are you?

for the first time, i wanted to cry because someone(not-related) else cried):

camp didnt turn out s expected.
everything was perfectly fine until randori. :/
maybe i shouldn't have drag her out to play.
within the few seconds.... everything changed.
i wonder if she's gonna continue): she's the most most most fun person in NY that i've met so far.
anyway, if similar accidents happens i'll definitely quit but for now... i'll endure.
let's hope nothing bad will happen yea? JYS.

morning workout was tiring but funnnnn!:D
chiong like hell cos the guys were running first. they runnn very fast, or maybe i'm slow?
anyway, so training started.
and helll!!!! i cant do rolling break fall. DAMN larh.
tomorrow's grading, and i still cant fall.):
the worse thing is my shoulder hurts and i'm afraid.. it'll break. ugh *stop thinking*
thennn.. i dun noe wat happen but the first time 2 times i did.. i landed on my thighs, darn pain.
and now..... its aching like hell. shit! and i cant do one hand shoulder train with kay yuan.
how how how???? she too tall, i too short. then the weight variation quite big...
i cant throw her larh!:X i'm so weak.

okay. *PRAYY, hope i wont be the first to fail*

mono-

2010-03-14T21:17:00.004+08:00

this picture is awesome.
can actually feel the unhappiness through the facial expression + eyes (:

CAMP TOMORROW.
i don't know why, but i'm dreading this camp especially the JC1 SPEECH part.
i need courage and strength to stand up to speak once again. it won't be that hard, would it?

according to the seniors, camp would be hell.
and then i wonder what they mean by hell.
95 people snatching for limited cubicles, is that why they say deodorant is a MUST?
physical training + games + training + workout.
ughhh, 3 days from now it would be grading day.
as much as coach had told us that none of us would fail unless we really screw it, i still have this fear that i'm gonna fail. - inferior
wednesday, i hope you'll be over as soon as possible.

many tests are queuing up waiting for us after the march holidays.
but i've not completed my tutorials, and for god's sake, i just understood chemistry chapter 2.
gosh, how fast can i be? :/

anyway, this reminds me that i'm feeling kinda guilty about what happened today.
its my fault for not checking things out first.
i don't know if you're angry about it or not, though i doubt so.
but i think i still owed you an apology anyway(:
yea, i'm really really sorry about it.

second thing: today i should have approach this woman and tell her the direction of rosyth(?) and not let her continue walking the wrong way.
this is what happened: i was walking back home, on the overhead bridge. so there was this malay lady who asked where rosyth was. he asked another man who was walking in the opposite direction of me, so this man pointed at the bus stop(obviously wrong way) and say its there. then he later say u should go take 76! i was thinking.... if you take 76 you're going to ELSEWHERE ALREADY. i wanted to approach her and tell her he's giving wrong directions and the way that she jsut walked was right. but then.. ite i continued walking instead. poor lady, i wonder if she managed to get to rosyth.

homeworks includes : physic, maths, chemistry tutorials.
random note: relief that there's no econs lessson on wed.
i feel like running/swimming. lol.
say hi to newspapers.

anyway, will be back on tuesday(:
and hopefully return home happily on wednesday.
so.... now the problem is..
i've not packed my things partially due to the rain.
blame mr rain because my clothes aren't dry yet.
and what time do i report tomorrow? 9 or..?

speech speech speech.
can i do it on the spot? it seems easier.
and what should i go for? captain or... some exco.?
can i just say i want a place in exco? but it feels as though u're unsure= indecisive= no good.
whatever, i'll think about it later. plenty of time to ponder over it.
i shal start gathering my clothings and do my math

everyone can speak. but only those who speaks with confidence wins.

sweet♥

2010-03-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

alice in wonderland wasn't very very nice. and the 3d effects weren below my expectations larh.
but...... the characters sure do lots of weird actions that makes people laugh!
HAHAHAs.

yeah, so aft movie with GEE.
we headed off to walking around amk area.
there are new stores in AMK HUB!
omg, this makes me think how i use to dread going to amk hub.):
I TOTALLY MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE! ><
I LOVE SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
i want to rewind and go back to sec 4.
the time in which i mug/slack.
and i still rmb chalet, the night cycling and many many moreeee!!!!
miss 409 people to):
ahh, well.

okay!
so tomorrow's gonna be a pretty sucky day.
BECAUSE, i have to reach kallang at 7.30-.-
this is earlier than my sch timeeeee!!!!RAWWR
expected to reach dhoby ghaut at 6.45.
which means, i hv to get out of houseby 6 am.
wth.
its gonna be 1am aft 45 mins.
SIAN.

i don't know why, but i'm dreading this saturday.
maybe its because i've got lots of homeworks to complete yet i've to go for this sports carnival.
not forgetting there's lessons aft that. now, this reminds me that i have not practice-.-
OHHHH shit.):
2 tests next weeek.

i'm definitely not gonna make it.
especially for physic.

2010-03-03T18:47:00.001+08:00

PT is tiring but funnnnn!

movie movie on friday!:D
HMMMS..... homeworks... MANY MANY MANY TO DO!!! xD
physic, chemistry, econs and GPPP! RAWWWRRR

2010-03-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

get it?

its irritating when the same things pops up into ur mind over and over again.
easier said than done. GREAT._.

how long will i take to get over it?

2010-02-26T20:45:00.003+08:00

how long will i take to get over it?

NA NA NA NA NANANANANANNANANANNAA!!!!
I DIDN'T GO OUT TODAYYY! D;
HAIS. SIANNNNN-ED

homeworks are starting to pile up in front of meee :O
AIYA sian sian siannn larhh.
study study study.
our class guys are crazy crazy crazy ><
they jokes and play during lectures.
hahahs.
aiya there's nothing to blog.
nothing to looked forward to either.

HMMS, should i go tmr?
if i go then i'lll....... HAIS);

ECONS ECONS ECONS HERE I COME!
3chapters, can i do it?
shoulder+ toes. :X

2010-02-24T17:46:00.002+08:00

:DDD
cool huh? XD
A.W.E.S.O.M.E

anyway, had PT today.
according to the senior its considered SLACK.
i'm tired after this whole thing:X
3 rounds of running nearly killed me ALREADY. 9mths since i last ran? LOLS
the whole fun part of running is the fact that everyone runs together so no one's left out(:
and we the last pair at the back would have to sprint to the front then the next last pair would continue. :D
i cant sprint larh.. so ya:/
er.... u find their warm ups pretty useless though.
anyway after running we had ice breakers- WHACKO.
barely any people called me. i think only two seniors called me. LOLS! XD
then we were sort of group into 1 2 3 4, respectively.
so each time one person goes up to be the person who whacks the whole group have to do 10 squats/sit-ups or push-ups.
so for the first round, our group did 20- sit-ups, 20-squats and 10-push-ups.
then for the second round- 40-squats.
i realise i cant do push-ups anymore. SO DEAD:/
how am i going to survive through NAPFA. ):

HMMMMS!
so after all this tiring exercises{at least to meXD}, we had Captain's Ball. :D
YEAHHH! i was prettty happy even though i didnt really played much.
cos most of the time the guys were the ones playing it XD
but unlike secondary school, they dun do long passes. short passes is time consuming and quite sian in my point of view.
so after C Ball, ended off with 3 sets of 10 inclined pull-ups. {acc to seniors this is suppose to help our NAPFA, but i dun get how judo links to napfa.}
but whatever, give me a chance to train... so NEVERMINDDD!:D

i think i'm gonna have muscle ache all over tomorrow.
and the worse thing is there's PE tmr. then aft PE i'll be going for training:/
tues- training +PE= muscle ache
wed- PT= muscle ache again
thurs- training + PE= muscles ache x 3
LOLS! dieeeee~ :X

so when i went home this senior talked to me and unfortunately/fortunately he took the same bus (:
so we were chatting and i asked what they usually do for PT.
and he said the guys usually stay in the track for 1hr= running, stop, exercise, running, stop......
and another 1hr in gym. :O
OMGAWWD larh!
i think i would die if i do that 1hr track thingy:X

anyway all this is not as SIAN as STUDIES):
my ECONSSS! i have to study during weeekends le-> chap 1-3!!!!
i haven started, thus that concludes how i don't exactly understand what the lecturer says.
but since econs is more abt logic i still do understand bits and parts of it.
however, they do not FINISH teaching the chapter.
THUS, i have to read and i haven even finish reading chap 1. in fact on only read 5 pages. :X
then i've got physic and chemistry to deal with.
that's pretty much of a torture to me too, i just can't BIAN TONG.
SIAN x2 :/
aiyyaa, but i'll try my very best to workhard lorh.
study more study more study more!!!:D

there's so many many things that happened today during physic lecture.
like someone who "HARH?!" at the teacher when she click onto the nxt slide aft completing the previous slide.
was hilarious, because everyone start harh-ing and the teacher had to repeat again.
and also zhi en shouted a question to the lecturer. all of us sitting near him were like " WTTH><"
yeahh.. guys in our class are pretty interesting.
as for the girls, isn't too bad either lah.
except got 2 girls are like always separated from us, they stick to the guys instead.oh well.

yeah, i guess that's all.
BYEEEEEE!
FRIDAY LAI LAI LAI ;D

2010-02-23T21:02:00.002+08:00

i can only reached out this far.

if only anything could be changed.
if only miracles would happen.
if only, if only, if only.

i have a lot of tutorials to complete.
and i feel so inferior especially when i'm being surrounded by smart people):
they seem to know how to do all the questions in tutorials, unlike me!><
i'm dumb, i'm dumb, i'm dumb.
LALALALALALAs~
today training was fun :D

2010-02-19T20:15:00.003+08:00

i'm totally stunned/amazed by the fact that there are guys in our class who can actually cooked and the way they speak is like O.O.
i came to a conclusion, nothing new but just to take note: looks are decieving.
and to add on there are some who hv got really big issues over people who smokes.cool.
i hardly see anyone who dislike smoking so much. .___.

yeah anyway. i just realised my GP teacher remembered my name.
weird huh? i've no idea, how come she could actually rmb my name but not others.
i mean there are people called jeanette, william. jeffrey. she should rmb their's much more easily isn't.
anyway that's not the issue at all.
being super random here.

er...
hmm, lectures still do make me fall asleep.
but somehow i managed to stay awake for maths this time round.
i suppose this is a good start.
i wonder is it because of my "passion" towards maths or is it the teachers expression simply keeps me awake. his facial expression is epic and i think its interesting.LOL
our class people are kinda.. split up.
there are only 2 girls who mingle around with the guys. ._.
as for the rest, we do talk to them. but we don't actually tagged along wherever we go.

offf to do my maths question.
super irritated by the fact that i'm not able to do this particular que.
and i don't see the point in actually using the comp either since the solution won't appear right in front of me.

interesting enough....
the person who asked me to online is not there. tsk.

nothing else.
TOOT ________________.(:

official lessons

2010-02-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

my class....
maybe it isn't that bad afterall.
we need more time to know each other larh (:

but the guys in our clas are pretty more or less more chattty then our girls!
hahas. especially one guy.... he acts just like our guys in 409. LOLS!
but somehow or rather... the teachers didn't really like the way he is more "interactive" in class.
hahas.

oh and we know about our subjects teachers/tutors.
oh and... the guys went "crazy" when our econs teacher came in because she was much younger and as compared to many many teachers she's considered pretty.
HAHAHAS! i bet they would be studying for the teacher and not studying for their own sake!LOLS
and to addd on, one of the guys actually said "teacher you're beautiful" O___O
its really .... amazing.! XD
and our chem teacher is pretty nice!:D
she's kinda aunty in a way, you won't expect she to be so cheerful.
i mean old teachers tend to be BORING, naggy and irritating.
well apart frm the fact that she can quite a nag at times however, other than that she's pretty forgiving.
considering she forgave two students who actually went MIA during lesson time.
and she sounds like MS NG ---> in a way. the way she speaks, no i don't mean the articulation part.(:
GP teacher is like.... idk. she gives me the motherly looks and that's all.
so i suppose she ought to be kinda irritating.
and i realised the disdvantage of not readnig newspapers.
BECAUSE, we had this quiz. and those questions that came out... i was like ... ER,idk.
>< feel super useless larh!
i have to start reading newspaperss!
maths teacher is kinda funny.
he's old.... but his actions are funnny/weird. it simply makes me laugh! LOLS~
and he ask us to delete things and now... i've to go dl or else use THE cable to get it from my frens:X SIANNNN~
oh and lastly our CT. ughhh, total sian-ness.
sorry to say that but i don't like him.
his actions are.... :X
aiya, i find it very qian bian. lols.
and the worse thing is..... his our chem tutor-.-

okay skipp studying part!
I just realise one of my classmates live right opposite my block.!
and we're considered living in the same storey since my hse is double storey:D
i was scanning through the addresses in the list when the teacher gave it to us to double check our address for mailing the newsweek.
and i was so surprise when i saw the last person... who lives in serangoon north!
then i seee... BLK 527! i was like O.O.! then i even when to double check if its serangoon north or serangoon! LOLS.
then i see is 15storey. i wass... WHOOTS~
sooo coool larh, we're like one block away only. damnnn near!:D

yea i guess tht's all.
i think hv to start training for napfa.
my standing broad jump and many many more things sucks:X

i've to finish all my tutorials by this weekend.
SIAN.

1ST OF CNY :D

2010-02-15T12:18:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF CNY :D

went to grandma house to hv "reunion lunch" LOL!
so ate steamboat and drank coke. nothing much, but i drank a lot of drinks yesterday:O
my stomach was filled with WATERRRRRR~
yeah okay, so spend like around 2hrs at grandma house then headed off to my cousin house:D
AS USUAL, we played XD
then after awhile some relatives in which i don't know who the hell they are came over to my cousin house.
and turns out i'm suppose to call them jiu jiu nd jiu ma.
LOLS! i don't even know them larh. TSK.
i think 3/5 of their children came and there were supposedly 2girls and 1 guy.
but i accidentally mistook the guy as a girl:X
even my cousin tot it was a girl... so ...... its reasonable for me to mistook him for a girl!XD
ERMMS....
so at around 9 went over to my aunty house.
was DAMN bored there because none of the kids went over.
so this meant that no one to talk to.... so i was practically "interacting" with my phone.
hahahas. msg-ing all the way till i get home.

so.....
i supposed today i'm gonna go one of my relatives house and hopefully...
i'lll get more ang bao this yr!:D
HEEEEHHHHHHHEEEEHHHH!;D

OKAY 2 OF THE PICTURES(:
wenyan and me.
HAHHAHAS! DO RE MI! loook at that larh. my cousin is soooooo TALLL!
oh and when i wanted to take this picture my cousin was shy. so i dragged my bro along.
i think its because mum said since i was shorter than him i could be he's GF. goodness~LOLS!

I LIKEEEE THIS PICTURE A LOT THOUGH I'M THE DO. -.-

I SUPPPOSE THAT'S ALL.
GOTTA GO FOR LUNCH NOW~

2010-02-14T23:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
+++++++++PLUSSSS
HAPPPY VALENTINE's :D

2010-02-13T19:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERBUDEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!:D

we had lectures this weeks.
LECTURES=BORING(:

I HATE IT WHEN I SEE EVERYONE MUGGING:X
its so annoying when you can't find anyone as slack as u in JC.
time to change but...... I STILL CANT CHANGE D:
some might tell you that they're slacking BUTTTT........
ALL OF THEM READ THEIR LECTURE NOTES BEFORE THEY GO FOR LECTURES.
TRIED OUT THE QUESTION BEFORE LECTURE.
but me..?
i step into the lectures with the thought" AHH, siannn lecture again. BORINGG~ *yaawnns"
then take out my lecture notes, stare blankly at the paper. " aiyo wth is all this."
ALIEN NOTES RIGHT IN THE FACE.
listen to the teacher talk... for at most half an hour.
i would be half awake :/
OMG LARH!-.-
i cant stay awake during lectures NO MATTER HOW INTERESTING THE LECTURERS MAY BE.
their voice seems to be like lullaby... ugh.

OKAY NEXTTTTTT:D
WENT ICE SKATING WITH JUNKERS 8:D
WOOHOOOO~
FUN FUN AND MORE FUNNNNN!
hao ran definitely can SKATE. :O
so PRO lorh!!
and some of the people played catching in the rink.
and turns out, everyone was going after hao ran.
but somehow or rather our skill are so muchh "better" than him that no one could catch him despite the fact that there were already a lot of people chasing after him.
WHAT A JOKE ;X

HMMM....
SO ON THURSDAY.
we had lectures and finally i get to meet my classmates AGAIN.
seriously, i'm more closer to my OG now.
we joke, we talked and we crap among one another.
you know, once i start crapping it means... i take them as my real friends. so yea(:
our OG have interesting people.
like athalie the CUTEEE one:D
hao ran the PANDA guy:O
esmond the JOKER :D
okay shan't continue since i dont think anyone would know them.
SKIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

FRIDAY!
was looking forward to the celebration.
but turns out it was BORING.
i swear:/
its like even worst than DEYI larhh.
i would rather go DEYI and watch the performance lorhh.
tsk.
so after celebration headed for training with my friends.
yeah, so i found out i couldn't do some of the "moves" that i used to be able to do.
& my knee cap hit my nose. :S
its painful still.... but nvm luh.
training was funnn.!

yupp i guess that's all.

PEOPLE DONT BE SUCHA LOSER TO BRING YOUR BOOKS AROUND WHEREVER YOU GO YEA?;)
PUT DOWN YOUR BOOKS AND ENJOY CNY BEFORE SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS!:D

ANG BAO ANG BAO HERE I COMEEEEEEEE!

YAY!

2010-02-05T23:20:00.003+08:00

many many events happened during the orientation.

we played games. water games, ice breaking games and many many more.
we CHEERED TOO! and we won!:DD
even without all the ogls we manage to winnn! YAYYY!;D

water games were funn too.
many hilarious things happened!!!

i'm lazy to type it out...
SOOO....
SKIP!XD

er, we know our class le(:
same classs as william! HAHHA XD
okay thennn.....

we went to catch a movie today!
14 blades, that show is... overall NOT BAD(:
but then i think wu zhun's accent is a little weird/
it just doesnt really seem to 'blend' into the show(no offfence)
there's lots of fightings. i think that's all?
so our ogls plus ogms headed to amk hub to had our dinner.
chit chatted, then we continue to chat at some place around the hawker centre:D
jian sheng(?) was DAMNNN FUNNY!
the way he speaks and how he relate he's storyyy!
omg larhh, all of us kept laughing!!! HAHAHAS! XDDD

i think we chatted for almost 2 hrs then we headed back home.
took the bus back with ZY and home-d(:

i think some of the OGMs wanted to go ice skating next week.
no idea when they gonna go but.... SHOULD I GO??
HMMMM....................

oh shucks.

HELL

2010-01-30T15:22:00.003+08:00

i don't get it, why do they keep wanting to take things back -.-
and i hate it when my brother insist on keeping this huge table.
like wth!!!
why do u nid such a big table for??
@##$#%$#!$@!@$#$#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they shouldn't even keep bringing things back larh-.-
I HATEEEE ITTTT!

i complained, i did my part i tried to help.
then ite what do i even get?
NOTHING, no one wants to help so WHY SHOULD I?
the others cant even keep the things in place SO WHY SHOULD I HELP?!
i alone can't change anything okay?
i wonder how i manage to survive in this FREAKING PLACE. ZZZzz

HOW I WISH I CAN THROWWW ALL THE RUBBISH AWAY!=.=
stop bringing tables back will youuu?-.- UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
ARGHHHHHH! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*

the only place that i like would only be my room.
pissed off.

LOVING IT:D

2010-01-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

H O H O H O H O H O H O!

cheers are driving me crazy~!
there's so many NEWWWWW cheers and i can only a remember a few :X

sentosa trip was exhuasting and i wasn't really very enthu in participating the games:/
okay forget about it.
in conclusion, these two days of orientation was quite fun :DD

made many many friends.

and i just realise my hmt fren isnt so ___.

in fact he's quite friendly lorh.

kinda unexpected :X

but oh well,nice to meet someone familiar in the same group(:

getting new school uniform sooon!!!

YEAAAAHHHHHXD

memorable!(:

2010-01-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

the scenery at ubin is fabulous!:D

okay, so all of us met up at 12 at serangoon mrt station(:
i was late for 3 mins and christopher was EARLY!!!:D
as for the rest, they are all reached much much later.
so chris and i went to buy sweets at shop & save while waiting for them.
yeah, so when we returned, brandon and alvin had alr reached.
so we continued to wait for sheng yao, then joshua who woke up at 12 i think.
hahhas!
all in all, the worst person was WILLIAM TANNN!>:(
he was late for 1 hour!!!!
so all of us waited for himmmmm!
and he happily went to the wrong exit.-.-
okay, so after he reached we waited for bus.
on the way there we were NOISY.
or maybe i shoudl say the guys were noisy. especially joshua.
he kept giving missed calls to us><
UGH.!

then we reached and boarded the ferry.
8 ppl cost us about 3++ for each person

reached, and we rented the bikes.
erm, so we went cycling?
skipppppppppppPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

okay, there was this time.
the guys cycled too fast and i was waiting for sy.
thennnnn, everyone continue cycling without us:X
then the two of us got lost lorhhhh!
i tried calling the others, but there wasnt any reception soooooo... we decided to try our luck!
cos we reached this junction then sy was saying that he thinks the others will go to the left side.
but horrrrrr, when we reach we saw this uneeven roads with stones and pebbles!
then we thought that they wouldn't go that way so we U-turn and go to the other side.:X
then i saw sth....its not scary, but i'm scare:X act, i'm still scared luh.:X *PRAYS PRAYS*
yea okay, turns out the other people went to the left side. which means sy's instinct was correct luhh.
luckily we didnt continue cycling. or else i'll really be very very scare)x
after that i kept saying *sorry*. ><
okay skipppp!
so after that christopher finally called us so we knew we were heading in the wrong direction.
so we U-turn AGAIN and went back.
on the way met chris and josh, they U-turn to find us(:

yeahh, so we went to this dirt park...
and turns out... i broke the handle of the bike!
HAHAHAHS!><
though it was painful luh, cos the handle poke against my stomach but then when i saw that it broke...
i was like " omgAWWDD! i brokee it? WTHH"
LOLS.
william was my first witness! hahas
but that dirt park was quite funn!
i think nxt time round i'm going to ask bro to bring me there again.!
this time round and wanna try mre things:D
got alot of mosquitoes bites and a few scratches!
but doesnt matter larh, as long as its fun its okayy!XD

oh okay, then william manage to help me cycle back using his left hand all the way back to the rental shop.
thanks alot!:D
if only the handle which was broken was on the left side luh, then i could have cycled back by myself.
so paid, change a new one and we continued cycling.
HAHAHAS;D

the guys took alot of ridculous photos larh.
or should i say the photos are disturbing instead?
hahas!
okay then after returning the bikes, we went took the ferry and went home.

that's all:D

FLINKKKKK~

2010-01-24T23:03:00.003+08:00

HAHHAHAS. i suppose that's what i'm doing nowadays! XD
GEE and xiu dont laugh at me cos i bet you guys are doing the same too:P
HHEHEHHES!

YEAH, i baked cookies with cousin today:D

i must say its VERY NICE.!(:

and uncle is going to baked pineapple tarts soon!

as usual, but i'm soooo looking for it!

it'll be DAMMNN NICEEE:D

oh and tomorrow i'm going for cycling!

I WANTED Karen Kang to GOO, but she's too lazy to go cos she said its too far):

i hope it wont ____. *PRAY!*

and i just found out that i felt proud of myself cos i finally manage to change ear rings successfully.

LOLS. kinda -.- eh?

i think its nothing to most of the girls who have ear holes for like 2324343432545 long.

but i'm new to it, so it seems logical for me to feel happy about it right? ;D

GIVEUPGIVINGUPGAVEUP:D

different sides

2010-01-22T17:57:00.005+08:00

i just found out something interesting.
O____O
i enjoys irritating him :/

yea and i mean it.
its weird i know, but it seems so much easier to pissed him off and irritate him as compare to the other guys i know around.
LOL~ sounds a little saddistic.HAHAHHAHAS! i'm so mean, did i learnt that from GEE? XD

probably the next time you see, i wont be the same anymore.
who knows? ;)

-i think guys should mixed with the girls more.
cus it seems like by mixing with other genders, the conflicts between them is usually minimise.
well, there are special cases too.;)

-thinking too much is detrimental for health.
anaylsing the actions of others and the conversation is even worse.
cos it'll only make you think this and that.

another thing:
ITS SO OBVIOUS and you dont wanna say it.
yeah, and i suppose i'm 90% correct about the FACT.
its kinda unbelievable and now i'm wondering what you use to say.
so, what are friends for HUH?
who's the one who keeps complaining and end up not telling anything.
i must salute to you for keeping it to urself ONLY. thanks. HA.
but i must say, we're not fools. so please stop treating us as one(:

COME ON WE SHOULD EMBRACEEEE THIS! :
TALK LESS
THINK MORE(:

PROS: use ur BRAINS more.{i realise many ppl do not think b4 they talked, sometimes i'm the same too}

lesser NOISE pollution

CONS: lesser communications

there are many ways to interact apart from talking.
yeah whatever.

2010-01-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

HHMMMMMMMMMMMMM(:

chalet was fun:DD

2010-01-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

result was OKAY.
yupp, perfect word to describe my mood too.

that anxiety was long go after Mr Lau explained everything.
nothing that he said got into my brain larh><
whatever.

er, nothing to blog.

okay this may be a little weird coming from me..
BUT....
i miss mr hiew!):

2010-01-10T15:24:00.001+08:00

its supposed to be an empty post.
just like how i'm feeling right now.

weird day

2010-01-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

funny isn't?

today was supposed to be a REALLY fun day.
but somehow, it turned out otherwise.
its not that everything went haywired or there were any quarrels.
in fact, it was great & i wann those picturesss~

I've no idea larh.><
its my problem.

I wonder what's my BRAIN doing.
making me soo _____. =.=
i dont feel like going out anymore.

HAIS.
hell, it hurts):

FUNN

2010-01-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

TO TZE YENG!

just 5 days after new year and someone's like 17 already><

SOO FASSSSSTTTT! ;P

spent nearly the whole day at tze yeng's house!

SUPPPERR FUN!:D

watch movie, played and did ridiculous things at her house!

had pizza + side dishes + cupcakes for dinner.

william ATE ALOT :O

and the funny part was when he ate up his share and was still staring at the food.

we were like " EAT LARH~"

the he replied " I bu hao yi si larh"

LOLS><

i bet this would definitely be her MOST MEMORABLE birthday cus we didddd EVIL things XD

she's having uneven "sunburnts" nowww! HEEEEEEES~

anyway, hope she likes ALL of the presenttts!:D

loves!

(:

2010-01-04T02:16:00.005+08:00

impossible.
there's too much things which are impossible

to achieve,

to get.

today was a...

HMM i shall use the word "interesting"day for me.

went out with xiu and brandon.

at first while we were on the bus these two people kept talking about JCs, results and all.

i was TOTALLY turned off.

&& to sum up how bad it was, i was in the middle of the two of them.

so its like i can practically hear every word that they said-.-

anyway, after sometime they stop talking about it, i guess its because they knew i didnt like it.

HAHAHAS!

we're of different frequency xiu~ cant blame me for that :P

so reached far east headed for lunch first before we went to walk walk.

bought clothes and all.

didnt buy anything for myself though. doesnt matter.

ehs many many interesting things happen today larh.

like for e.g xiu get pissed off when she couldn't buy her things at first.

aiya, i dont wanna continue anymore.

i want to go visit my colleagues lehh!

if only you knew.but you dont. so its impossible(:

.__________.

2010-01-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

in the end, everyone's the same.

there are times you do things because you ought to,

not because you want to.

where's the sincerity then.?

(:

2009-12-31T21:48:00.002+08:00

For a New Beginning

In out-of-the-way places of the heart,Where your thoughts never think to wander,This beginning has been quietly forming,Waiting until you were ready to emerge.

For a long time it has watched your desire,Feeling the emptiness growing inside you,Noticing how you willed yourself on,Still unable to leave what you had outgrown.

It watched you play with the seduction of safetyAnd the gray promises that sameness whispered,Heard the waves of turmoil rise and relent,Wondered would you always live like this.

Then the delight, when your courage kindled,And out you stepped onto new ground,Your eyes young again with energy and dream,A path of plenitude opening before you.

Though your destination is not yet clearYou can trust the promise of this opening;Unfurl yourself into the grace of beginningThat is at one with your life's desire.

Awaken your spirit to adventure;Hold nothing back, learn to find ease in risk;Soon you will be home in a new rhythm,For your soul senses the world that awaits you.

~ John O'Donohue ~

(To Bless the Space Between Us)

copied this from one of the website i found.(:

SMILLEEEE:D

2009-12-31T20:18:00.003+08:00

LAST DAY OF THE YEAR!

AFTER 4 more hours, it would be 2010! :D

a new beginning to everyone~ ;D

31st would be spent at home having steamboat with cousins & family! :DD
CHERRIOS~

braun buffel, should i try out? HMMMM...

2009-12-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

i just realised many many songs that i like is sang by 范逸臣 :DDDD